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Weekend was pretty good. Just hung out with Ashleigh, Chea, Aaron, Matt, Brian, Simen, Casey, Cameron, Jamell, Brandon, Kelly, JD, Jeff, Garrett, Nate, Matt, Cole, Josh, Andy, and Jon. Friday me n Ashleigh talked to Russell, Andrew and Jesus for a lil bit but then went over to Aarons. Then Saturday me, Ashleigh, Aaron, JD, and Simen took my car, Jon and Andy took Andys car, and Ron, Brandon, Josh, and Kelly took Rons car, and we all went to the hospital to see Laura. Shes getting better but she still looks like shes in alot of pain..... its so sad. Then everyone hung out at Casey/Simens apt til round 3 ish am. Good times.

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
Then i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now."
"No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

~*~Peoples. Im in a wonderful mood. For once thinking about things finally helped me relize somethings. I feel like so much is off my mind now and that I can just break away from so much petty drama with people. I feel like I have a clean slate now. Im really liking this one guy at the moment. Hes awesome to hang out with and stuff. Its great. So, we will see what happens. So basically Im very happy with my life and where its going right now. I get to start a new job soon *just gotta find one lol*, made so really great new friends who I absolutely love, and school/family life is wonderful. So yeah... Im finally happy : )